pecundang sehari

Is it possible to have yourself hooked up to life support for the rest of your life so you can sleep for the rest of your life? I know that's unrealistic but I state it just to show how much I hate being awake. I hate life and don't want to live, but I don't want to commit suicide. I just wish I could dream forever. You think that's not like me as usual, don't u? but i'm serious. i hope this night will be a pixie dust covering me, or if it doesn't work, Should I tell the tooth fairy so she'll trade my body with a wad of cash? I am at the end I don't know how to go on in this life. Is there a pill I can take to just get this torture over with? I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. I lost everything and everyone I ever loved. I can not go on anymore. I am tired of crying and living. I cry so much I have no more tears it hurts so bad my eyes are killing me. Please someone has to know of a pill I can take to end it all.